For many years, shopping was a big part of my life & it used to occupy a big slot of my time , such a picky shopper with a difficult taste, I wanted to look my best at every event I attended, wanted to be the belle of the ball, be admired & approved by people who did not really matter to me, people who judge others based on their exterior shell, which I hated & found shallow, yet I cared so much what they thought, how hypocritical of me! maybe cause they are the majority, or maybe cause like all girls I liked the feeling of being admired & wanted to feel pretty.
Admirations was a boost! Made me feel so happy & beautiful, bummer the feeling only lasted only for a day max/ as long as the event lasted, wished it lasted for longer, then I’m back to the malls searching for more outfits to impress other people at other events, it was like a constant competition, finding the perfect outfit that will make me the most admired female at the event, cause I was hocked on the feeling of being admired & get temp approvals on matters of no meaning, matters that do not & shouldn’t define who I’m.
And while searching, I found an outfit to beautify myself rather from the inside this time & BINGO! I find the magical outfit of a lifetime & I win! this outfit I found gave me value, meaning, content, self worth, confidence, the admiration & the approval of many more people, people of real value & worth, & made me pretty in their eyes for a way longer time, 4 years so far & still counting.
It costed me AED65, its the outfit at the pic.
Dear ladies, find ur magical outfit of everlasting happiness!